Christmas Eve

Merry Christmas Eve, people! :>
Well, I know that tis’ the season to be jolly but I don’t really feel happy, have no idea why too.
Somehow I just feel that SG don’t really see Christmas as an important day.
You don’t really see people buying Christmas trees and decorating their households, as compared to people living in the US & such.
The most is just buying gifts and having gatherings with loved ones.
I guess because we’re in a multi-racial society and everyone has got different beliefs and such.
Moreover, there’s no snow in Singapore, so kinda no-atmosphere lol
Olrighty I have no idea what I’m blabbing on about lol.
I guess it’s another lonely Christmas this year, huh? :)))) Owellllll.

Feeling kinda down because I’m still jobless.
RI cheated my f*cking feelings (I shall refrain from swearing since it IS Christmas after all).
That lady said she’ll call me back at the end of the day when I called her and guess what, no calls at all.
If you don’t want me, then might as well don’t give me false hope.
Ha, fancy an adult lying huh?
I actually sent my resume to SB w Dwayne already, just crossing my fingers.
SB need a lot of commitment, half year contract..
If I’m given a job there, that means I’m gna study & work at the same time.
But I don’t really care, I just need a job and I think that working at SB is gna be SO cooool.
I think that giving me a job would be the BEST Christmas gift ever.
I just feel like a failure because all my friends are working except for me.
It’s not that I don’t want to work, it’s just that they just don’t wna hire me.. Sigh

Gonna bake Christmas cookies tomorrow, kinda excited but sick of it at the same time lol
The reason why I’m sick of it is cuz I helped to bake 378 cookies for my brother for him to give to his friends.
Yep, a whooping 378.
Alright, gna end here.
Goodnight people, and enjoy this holiday season! :>