SiJia.T

23rd July, Leo.
Clarinetist. Photography. Baking. Dreaming. Landscape. Food. Paranoia. Awkward.
Living by the motto of, "Whatever will be, will be."

From my experiences, I can safely tell you this:
Forever and always is just bullshit.

Friday, December 30, 2011

Farewell 2011

Been listening to all the BLG songs over and over again.
My favourite is of course, Thunder. :’)


"Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer, Do you know you're unlike any other? You'll always be my thunder and I said, Your eyes are the brightest of all the colours.”

Just love the lyrics, so sweet and fairy tale-ish… Even though it’s bullshit lol.
Went for an interview at Baskin Robbins and the interview went pretty well. :)
Manager was damn friendly till I even slipped out some Singlish ._.
I think I’ve got a high chance of getting employed.. Okay don’t put too much hope first.
Pay’s not really very good but I don’t mind since it’s going to be a fun job ^^
Met a super out-going girl, Jermaine! We clicked from the start lol like woahhh.
And we even text like close friends?!?!?11?!?!?
I think it’s kind of fated between BR & me… Long story but yep.. HAHAHA.
Introduced this job to D too, hopefully he can work w me hahaha :>

Still recovering from a super bad sorethroat and cough.
I RARELY get coughs but when I do, it’s like someone just stuffed a fist together w a feather down my throat.
MAD PAINFUL AND ITCHY AT THE SAME TIME WUT.
Tomorrow’s New Year’s Eve, how fast can 2011 be, seriously!?
I can still vivdly remember the countdown at MB with friends last year wtf and now it’s gonna be 2012!!!!?
Time flies.. This is madness man.
As 2012 approaches, the rumour of the world ending in 2012 is starting to sound more like a
joke to me lololol
I was actually bloody frightened when I heard of it a few years back but now as 2012 is just round the corner,
I think it’s all just a bunch of bullshit. IDK, WE’LL SEE ON THE 21ST OF DECEMBER 2012 LOL.

2011 has been quite an interesting year, a roller-coaster ride once again but with slightly a bit more bumps.
I kinda maybe did fell in a bit of love, but bah, let’s just leave it as that.
I had my last SYF and I really learnt a lot from it and I miss making music :(
I attended WJE, and met a super talented tutor, Wayne whom I’m really glad that I’ve found.
I took my GCE ‘O’ Level, SUPER crazy and chaotic and STRESSFUL but I kinda miss studying, a lot.
I graduated from Orchid Park after four years, it may sound like a really long time but boy was it fast.
I attended Prom and it was the best night of my life.
I attended TPRawks, and grew to love Temasek Polytechnic more and more.
I travelled to BeiJing again with the Model Students of OPSS, and it was a super enjoyable trip!! Damn, I miss them
Many people entered my life, and at the same time some drifted away from me.
I bonded more with my brother this year as well, super grateful.

I’ve also taken away many life lessons from various people.
I’ve learnt that nothing lasts forever, and that promises are sometimes really meant to be broken.
And that when falling in love, never fall too hard. If not, you’re going to be at the losing end.
I’ve also learnt that to maintain a relationship, be it friendship or kinship, always think before you act.
Be responsible for your own actions and watch before you speak.

When given an opportunity, no matter what it is, FREAKING GRAB IT.
There will NEVER be another chance for you ever again, so just grab it. If not, you WILL regret it.
I don’t know how much I have to emphasize on this issue, but really, trust me.
And no matter how awkward a situation is at the beginning, you will warm up in the end. :’)
Ah, how I love reflecting on my life.
I admit, I’ve made a lot of mistakes in 2011, and have made a lot of decisions that I am STILL regretting.
And that’s why I’m telling all of you, if you don’t want to regret your actions, JUST DO IT.
HAHAHA THIS SOUNDS LIKE A LECTURE MANNNN.
I know there’s no point in regretting anymore. So, I guess I just have to learn to move on?
Life still goes on anyway. Actually I think I still have a chance to mend it but I just don’t have the guts lol.
BAHHHH, FORGET ABOUT THE SAD THINGS ^^

Moving on to my New Year Resolutions:
- Spend more time with my dad
- Stop bickering with my mom
- Have more initiative and guts
- Accept all opportunities given
- NOT TO REGRET ANY DECISIONS MADE
- Self-love and respect
- Have a healthy lifestyle; run more often, no junk food
- Do some volunteer work
- The world to not end.......?

SO GUYS, LET’S JUST:
LOVE LIFE (YAY CHRIS RENE), CHERISH THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU, LOOK AT THE BIGGER PICTURE, FORGIVE & FORGET, LIVE LIKE AS IF IT’S YOUR LAST, AND WELCOME 2012 WITH A SMILE.
I’ll just leave you guys with this quote to end 2011:

“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.”
Dr. Seuss


Till then with much love and kisses and hugs,
SiJia

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