It’s the most beautiful time of the year

Merry Christmas! (belated)
Hope you guys had more fun that I did lol
This year’s Christmas was pretty meh-ish and mundane, nothing happening.
Went over to Trishia’s just like last year but few people went this time round :(
Didn’t get to stay overnight too, but overall was a decent one hahaha
And just like that, Christmas is over.
Let’s just hope that next year’s Christmas gonna be more happening & exciting!!

I really hope that my source is unreliable, that the news is not true.
I couldn’t sleep last night, because my mind was burning with questions and doubts.
If the news is really true, I guess I won’t dare to fall in love ever again.
This is the only way to prevent myself from hurting again.
I know it’s selfish of me to not give myself another chance,
but how do you expect me to love again after seeing the one you love just walk away.
I know I’m only 16, not even reaching the digit 2 yet.
But I guess what I need most now is time.
Time heals everything, yes? Well, I sure hope so.