At last.

I'm so close to freeing myself from this misery, I can almost see the surface now.
I know that if I just reach out, I'd be able to resurface to the light.
I know that nothing can stop me now, I'm on my way to happiness.
I don't deserve this misery and waste of youth.
I deserve better and am worth more than that.
Everyday, I wake up feeling lighter, like the load's being lifted off my shoulders.
I guess the more I dare to face the horrible truth, the better I get.
What's better than overcoming your fear than facing fear itself?
I can't do no shit about the mistakes that I've made in the past, but what I do know is I can make my tomorrow a better day.
I am not going to just ruin my 2012 like that.
It's a year, 365 days.
I can do a lot of things with that.
Happy things, memorable things, beneficial things.
I'm not going to whine and pine away anymore.
I've never felt so ready in my life before, I'm ready to take on any challenges in life.
I'm ready to be a better person, bit by bit.
Even small changes to my daily life's going to play a huge part.
The journey's going to be bumpy but that's what's going to make it even more memorable.
I've been waiting for so long to able to say that: I'm ready to move on, at last.